Syndicated Ironies....

I love my job...i do....it gives me da adrenaline rush i need and it gives me the satisfaction that lets me sleep soundly at night...it gives me goosebumps when i've dealt with a problem...well...i wish i could say that...i walked in with my eyes closed...would you believe if i told you that i tossed a coin and joint the company im working at the moment...heads in tails out and it was heads...that defined my destiny....its the only place i applied to and i just didnt want to even try anywhere else...but i do love the place i work in...i love the people i work with....they're amazing...but being a devil in heaven doesnt really get you anywhere now does it...you're never really gonna be happy cos you know you were never meant to be there in the first place...and you know you were meant for different things...the whole purpose you live for and you are who you are...and then comes the feeling that you are being stifled....that the walls are closing in on you...and then you feel like throwing your computer and stamping on it...and you see the ppl around you staring at their screens....you dont belong here....your voice gets meeker every day....but still you always find an excuse to hang around....what's with that anyways...im walking away....its time....to free fall:)

The Rebound Boy...

Sweet like Chocolate...so when you've tasted sour grapes you know how the mildest sweetness can be heaven...for awhile anyways...hehee...until you wake up and smell the socks...lols....

Free Falling...

Trust...is a little child's laughter when you throw them up in the air...because they know you'll catch them...its scary...letting someone into the world between the tiny scribbled letters in your diary...knowing that they're probably gonna shatter your miniscule precious little heart into bits...we cant stay away frm the the proverbial apple, so to speak...we dismiss the occational qualm....expecting the ends to justify its means....how stupid can you get.....NOONE REALLY CHANGES....if you're waiting for your significant other to grow up, grow down, stop being insensitive, stop being obsessive...IT WONT HAPPEN....wisen up....accept it or dump it.....either way...learn to move on...love isnt conditional....the concept doesnt exist....besides a great man once said...."if you want to change the world ...change your mind..."