Looking for shortcuts!!!

What's with ppl when they've crossed certain barriers they lose their braveness. It's like they've build themselves up for just one moment and after that's passed it's like they drop themselves at the fence and curl up to fall asleep. Isn't life about looking for the next something something? Finding the next to do in the list? I never ever thought I'd find myself here. 'Cos I've always been da gutsy one. Don't Like - Walk Away, Bored - Move on, Been There Done That - Turn the page. I don't believe in sitting still and watching moments pass by, but that's exactly what I've been doing. Changing that!!! NOW.